Post by r a y n on Nov 20, 2011 17:12:47 GMT -5
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hell's got you by the throat, you didn't get to heaven but you got real close.
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i'm sending you away tonight, put you on a bird's strong wing
and i forget, how fragile are the very strong
Narcissist. Lustlist, in her consuming belief that she is a goddess, views herself as superior to all others. She is the salt of the earth in her own mind, something all others should look up to and worship. She stands on a platform, far above the earth, and looks down at everyone else with pride. This stems from her being born an Incarnate, which to Lustlist meant that she was worth more than the other clans of horses. Her ego began to inflate as Lust got older, until she believed she herself was what the goddess the Incarnates worshiped.
Goddess. Lustlist was about two years old when she began to think of herself as not a follower of a goddess, but the deity herself. Slowly her clear quartz necklace faded to a stormy black, and she cast it away, thinking that the color blended in too much with her own fur. She didn't realize what the change in her jewel meant, as she was far too involved with her own rank in society. Lust adopted a lovely jade necklace from her mother later on, a symbol of her Ramare bloodlines. Soon after this necklace change, she left the Incarnates as they began to call Lust blasphemous, for they didn't appreciate her role-taking as the neo-goddess. Despite that, however, Lustlist continues to believe that she is something divine, and should be treated as such. Horses she tolerates or becomes close to Lust will regard as her loyal subjects, treating them the way another mortal horse would treat a "friend."
Living fantasy. A blessing to every place she walks in to, Lust is certain she is a living fantasy, everything anyone could ever want in the world. As a goddess, she accredits herself to having the power to make the dreams or desires of someone come true - hence her name, Lustlist. As thought her words hold that ability, she is sure that whatever she says is the truth or will become true. If whoever she is trying to please doubts her - which many do - or fails to recognize that she is the epitome of their fantasies in any other way, Lustlist will proceed to call them a heathen or 'curse' them in any other way, embodying the wrath of the goddess that she is.
Vain. Despite her narcissistic personality, Lustlist is, indeed, a beautiful creature, which she has, of course, acknowledged and flaunts. She is built like a large Arabian, though slightly thicker set, wrapped in an iridescent ebony pelt. This black canvas is marked with zebra stripes on her neck, under her barrel, and on her legs, a smooth ombre of green to blue to purple. Peacock feathers adorn her lush mane and tail, and gold designs line her gold-flecked indigo eyes. Lustlist feels a greater affection to horses with markings that are similar at all to her own, believing they have been marked by the goddess. Therefore, she has a fondness for zebra stripes, peacock feathers, and colors like her own, and will often attach herself to those horses.
Easily attaches to others. Lustlist refers to her friends and close ones as her loyal subjects, but this is actually a psychological effect of her goddess complex. Truly, Lust wants friends, lovers, something to call family, just as any other horse does. However, the feeling has been buried under her brooding ego, and the emotion was dressed up as something her goddess complex would accept - a need for loyal subjects to protect and love her. Like many psychological ailments - should this be considered an ailment - the holder of the disorder doesn't realize that they even have it, and the case is true for Lustlist. When she finds herself taking a liking (or tolerance) for another horse, or they look similar to her in any way, she'll cling to them and consider them a true believer in the goddess herself, often blessing them. If they were to get annoyed by her attachment, Lustlist will turn around and place the blame on them, claiming they were the one that was sticking to her and wanted to be with her.
Sinner. Lustlist has no sense for morals. She believes her actions will always be justified, and will lie, cheat, steal, and manipulate as she wishes, for she is the goddess and everything she does is right and true anyway. She will do what she wants, whether or not it pleases others, and will not accept the consequences for it, either blaming it on someone else or claiming that she is divine and therefore it has been made right. She refuses to listen to the reality of situations because she lives in her own dreamland, her own reality, which she can morph and rebuild any way she pleases - after all, she is the goddess, this is her world.
There are two very distinct faces to all of Lustlist's personalities, a side that is quite mature and a side that is petulant and childish. The immature side of Lustlist will rear up when she feels disrespected, displeased, or otherwise bothered, and handle whatever has upset her in a very childish way, typically by lashing out or turning the tables, pinning the whole situation on the other. Typically, this leaves whoever displeased her very confused.
RAYN
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